Wulfgar

New web hosting company in the Outaouais!

Wed, 13 Dec 2006 04:07:53 GMT

Hey all!

I'm pleased to announce the launch of our new webhosting company, OkTeck Solutions.

Our gimmick - yeah, of course we have a gimmick - is FREE yearly web hosting. We offer free webhosting solutions. Of course, the only cost involved is the domain registration/transfer fees.

If you know someone who may have a desire for such a service, our prices start at ~22$ canadian for the year, domain registration included for the year.

All hosting accounts include - at no extra cost - Fantastico De Luxe as well! There are over 30 different scripts you can install using a one-click installer/uninstaller, everything from blogs to bulletin boards to wiki's to so much more!

Not only do you get Fantastico, but we include an easy to use control panel software which is really self-descriptive. Setup email accounts or sub-domains in a matter of seconds. Access email via our webmail services - from anywhere in the world - as well, all included... and much much more.

The free package is perfect for people who just want to blog it up, host their band for extra exposure or even to just share pictures using their own domain name.

Please spread the word as much as you can, we aim to please and we have the experience and knowledge to back up this company! If you don't need our services please, refer others to us, we'd love to help as much as we can and we're cool local guys to boot!

Get your family a cost-affordable (no monthly fee), no strings attached, hosting plan with support to back them up.

Jamie
OkTeck Solutions

Note: We do have more generous (resource wise) hosting plans which start at 9,99$/month however, the free hosting plan should be sufficient for your needs.

Birthday...

Tue, 12 Dec 2006 03:21:43 GMT

Hey all,

Another birthday down, another couple dozen to come.

Happy b-day to me.

J

Dear Santa...

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 16:03:07 GMT

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last week I gave wetmittens a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). Last Monday I helped dirtybunny across the street (6 points). In March I pulled over and changed retrospeck's flat tire (15 points). In February I helped caelestis see the light (8 points). Last Wednesday I pulled twiin's hair (-5 points).

Overall, I've been nice (74 points). For Christmas I deserve a Lego set!

Sincerely,
wulfgar

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 13:58:40 GMT

Throughout my lifetime, I will cross paths with many hundreds of thousands of people, perhaps even a million or more. From this gargantuan crowd, a few thousand lucky individuals will be privileged with hearing me out and interacting with me; having a dialogue or a chat. Even less will be those granted the right to know me, to become an acquaintance. Among these acquaintances, few and far between will be those adopted as friends. To these individuals, I will confide in and discuss with. To this clique, my secrets be divulged, and my woes shared. And of that small, dwarfed group of people will arise one shining star; one individual who will not only share all of my darkest secrets, but will outshine the brightest astral bodies. You are that special person. You are the kindred spirit I’ve so longed for.

I strongly believe that I’ve lived and died a thousand times in search of the one person that would complete me; the missing piece to the puzzle which is me. In death I was released many times and in life I was granted the right to search and try again.

Through trial and error, I’ve gained a well of knowledge which has helped me find you, today, after the infinite ages that have gone by. Perhaps it wasn’t my knowledge though; perhaps it was a statistical mistake. It was the exception to the rule, the one element I would have most likely ruled out based on all of my previous trials – and errors – and perhaps it was simply a fluke. Did it really take eons for a fluke to surface? After all, isn’t that what statistics are? Chances that something will happen, which do or do not? With all probabilities put aside, the improbable probability is what has released me from my redundant dream… my incessant nightmare.

By some gastronomically small proportion, I beat the infinitely small odds and won life’s solemn and most important lottery, and in doing so, was granted your heart.

I never thought the day would come. In fact, I spent many sleepless nights wondering what was broken within my being. I’ve prayed to the skies and to the moon, waiting and hoping that one day I could truly love; be loved. I hoped that Someone would hear me in the same way a priest believes his lord and savior does. Lacking personal religious beliefs, I prayed on deaf ears and yet was somehow heard.

Of course, the deaf cannot hear so obviously, something is amiss.

In the past, I thought love was found; no, it wasn’t, it was a friend which became more only to become nothing. We found comfort in our relationship, but in the end, it was nothing serious. The obvious fact to relate to is that those who don’t love you will make you cry and those who do never will. She broke my heart, she bruised my ego and she made me doubt my sincerities.

We say those that love us will never cause us to weep but that’s not completely accurate. In fact, I beg to disagree in full. Tears are but a medium for emotion. Each tear represents a different emotion, a different experience and with you, it’s happiness.

Not more than a few years ago I was so lost. To think back at whom I was and what I was doing, I cannot fathom how I am here where I am today. A few thousand days ago, we met and we clicked. We found ourselves and knew that we were meant for each other but we were not ready to face the fate reality had in store for us. Instead, we wasted time. In fact, we wasted our own time; mine my own and yours your own. We missed out but today we have definitely made up for all of the days we decided to burn away.

In the last 400 or so days we’ve experienced more than a thousand couples have experienced in a thousand lifetimes. We’ve enjoyed the pleasures of gratuitous sex and the hardships of giving birth, and more so, have lived every moment to the last drop. We’ve given life to the best son on earth; I say the best because he is a combination of the best the world has ever had to offer: you and me.

I still do not understand what the next 400 days will have in store for us, but I know that with you, I would face anything life had to throw my way. With you I feel confident, I feel complete and best of all, I do not feel alone. You’re my better half in every way and you’re nothing short of perfect. I say perfect because you suit every need and fulfill every expectation I have ever had. The only regret I have is not being able to give you everything you deserve. I am, however, confident that, in time, I will be able to give you everything you want.

I will strive to provide you and our beautiful son with anything you want to the best of my abilities. If I cannot provide for you, I will do my best to better myself. I will never leave you and will never hurt you and the day I do is the day we will re-evaluate what we are doing to insure our happiness is maintained to the highest grade possible.

Manon, my darling, I love you. I really, honestly, have never felt the way I do now about anyone and if ever anyone says they are in love, you can be sure they do not understand it, until they agree to every last bit of this letter. If they do not, they do not know what love really, truly is.

I will love you forever and as long as I live, we will never be apart. Distance means nothing because our hearts are one, forever.

It has been loooong. :)

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 16:51:55 GMT

Wow, really eh?

So I'm back - shortly - and am posting to give a well deserved update. Granted, I haven't been around and I've cut off all communication with everyone and have been an ass in doing so, buttttt, you know, I've been busy. :)

Some major changes have occured and sped up/shifted my life around. Consequently, I've done a 180 and don't know my ass from my elbows anymore!

WOO!

Well, let's see, where to start. I met Manon back in 2003 and finally, after 2 years we started dating and have been since July 14th, 2005. We're now almost 8 months into our relationship... and guess what?

WE'RE GOING TO HAVE A BABY!

Isn't that fucking crazy? Yeah, it is! Holy shit, I'm gonna be a dad! We're 18.5 weeks into the pregnancy now and last night, for the first time, I felt the baby kick. It felt really nice. Surreal even. I can't believe that everything is happening so fast. I mean, it was involuntary - stupid contraceptive pill doesn't always work - but it's definately not unwanted.

So, yeah, that's the MAJOR news on my end. Manon is coming to live with me in April as well and so far we have a very spot-free relaionship. I mean, we communicate well, we don't scream and fight and insult each other, we respect eachother enough to let ourselves know what creates insecurities, to avoid problems down the road. I think it's working out great!

So that's the major update; my life is quite the same as previously posted, nothing new and exciting. I have made no new friends and still work for the same business. Other than taking on an extra 10 pounds, I'd say my life is quite humble.

:)

Love,

Jamie

Well now, hello again.

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 19:42:32 GMT

I guess it's been an eternity now... a few days short of it actually.

I decided to log into my LJ and see what's been happening. It's nice to see that those I care about so much are still here, writing away.

I find myself drowning - nostalgic - while reading the entries you all post and feel the withdrawl that I felt back in November when I decided to cease my Internet life. I've lived it for god-oh-so-long and met so many amazing people.

Throughout my online travels though, I can say without the benefit of a doubt, that Jenn is THE person that I would love unconditionally in my livejournal until I die. Her words bring a smile to my face every time I read her entries. Mind you, my darling, I haven't been on LJ in so long that I caught a few days worth of posts only. I miss you terribly. I've tried calling you and left a message once or twice. I really hope those gloves kept you warm this past winter m'luv.

So what's new...

- I sold my Desktop.
- I acquired a Toshiba A70 Laptop.
- I work like a madman... that's not really new though.
- I went to Texas on a business trip.
- I'm now dating a wonderful lady by the name of Manon.
- I've dropped my close friends, Vero and Nikola, because I admitted to Vero and Nikola that I loved Vero more than friends... which was fine to start, but soured over REALLY nicely after a few weeks.

All in all, life has taken some interesting paths. I'm now working hard at finishing my car projects and will be having alot of fun in the months to come.

I miss you all. Though I speak of Jenn and not of you directly, I just want you to know, I appreciate your presence muchly.

MSN: facelessone at hotmail dot com
ICQ: 1542524

May the winds bring you all change and may the warm summer sun melt away your sorrows.

Jamie
xoxoxo

It has been quite a while...

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 01:35:37 GMT

Well, it's been quite a while now, hasn't it?

[-PERSONAL STUFF-]

I thought perhaps leaving behind computer
life would change me. I thought it would help
me figure out a few things. I've
spent alot of time
thinking
to myself
and
of course, think I've come
to a few conclusions. Mind you, conclusions
don't really end much. You'd think
that they did... or would,
I don't know anymore.
They pretty much
only brought
me
to understand what life is
coming up to and what I need to do in
order to get said life into shape.
Mainly, I have to fix a
few things which
I think are
broken.
I need to spend more time working on my own body
because nobody else will and
no body = nothing. I
need to
get into
shape
and I need to start eating right, and doing
enough exercise, and most
importantly, eating right. ;)

Also, as of late, I spoke with my mother quite a bit.
She was having problems with my father. Note, they've
been married for 32 years now, so... you'd think they
figured out how to endure eachother or put up with
certain ways of being, alas, she complained quite a
bit; trivial, trivial mombo jumbo regarding skidooing
together. Jesus. She started telling me all kinds
of stuff and I stopped her: "Mom, I can't hear you
talk this way about Dad. I know you're frustrated,
but you need to go see someone professional who can
help you understand what's going on and figure out how
to compromise on said issues. She left the next day
and left a note saying she was sorry. I felt bad,
but, I think I've gotten over it. We spoke again and
she was nice and didn't appear to be too mad, so
hopefully I provoked some thought as to fixing stuff.

Financially, I'm now making $450+ USD/month by sitting
on my ass, doing nothing, because I referred loads
of people to our conferencing software and they
all love the product. I'm happy with that. They say
money doesn't buy happiness - and they are totally
right - but it does indeed help. It's helping me
afford to pay off my debts so I can be comfortable
again. I've done alot of contract work too and I
checked to see if I could get expensive contracts, and
it turns out people in the UK are ok spending 35$ USD
an hour for PHP programming and mySQL work. This is
also good. Now, I'm not trying to flash money
here, for those who might think so, just trying to be
elaborate on what's goin' on in my life in all
aspects.

All in all things are working out financially.

[-GEEK STUFF-]

Work is going very well, we've launched our P2P
conferencing software. It works really, really well.
I'm impressed daily at what it can do. It's very
impressive. It allows us to peer in hundreds of
users and let them chat/voip/webcam, without consuming
any bandwidth on our server side of things! This
technology is simply amazing and we've held conferences
with upwards of 270 people in them, no problem. :)

I've been hinting to my boss about a partnership on a
product. I'm working hard to see if I can get something
off the ground using his software. My idea is novel,
and with the algorithms of above product, I could deliver
a crushing blow to the current VoIP market. Can you say
*cough*Skype*cough* and *cough*Vonage*cough*.
Anyway, we'll just see where this is going. ;)

[-LoVe-]

I have met nobody, and have been interested in nobody.
I awoke this morning, thinking of Sarah. She's been
trying to get close to me as of late... I don't know
if I will let her be or not just yet...

That's all there is.

Anyway, in conclusion... yet again, another one of these
"conclusions" we hear so much about. Where was I, ah yes,
in conclusion *ahem* I'm good.

Jenn, if you are reading, I just want to say that you
totally blow me away, period, hands down. I miss you
greatly and I can't understand why I don't just pick up
the phone and call you. I'm shy and just really dumb right
now. I want to talk on AIM soon, if you're online when
I am (I pop in and out every day). I haven't been
around much but hope you still read my journal.

Adieu to all and we'll talk again later,

Mes amours a tous,

Jamie
xoxox

Chivalry dead?

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 20:38:37 GMT

Has chivalry really died? I mean, is it still around?

I think that I need to disable my Internet life. It takes 8 hours during the day (at work) and often comprises my evening life. I think that it has to go. Online, so far, I've met amazing people... I am obviously a people-person and have great social skills. I can public-speak the shit out of alot of people... and can relate to anyone on anything; unless they are my brother Randy.

I just don't get why I stick with computers.

I guess now is a time to cut them out.

So, to all of you... goodbye. :(

Halo 2 Charachter

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 22:46:26 GMT

Jenn?

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 22:40:14 GMT

Hon? My darling, these words are for you,
The nights that we speak are seldom and few.
Though when we talk, of your voice, I think in the night,
The way you say words makes me smile with delight.

Hmph.

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 23:41:15 GMT

That's that.

I'm keeping myself to myself from now on.

I rely on others far too much.

It's a good thing and a REALLY bad thing, which sucks. :(

In the end, all that's left, is me.

MIGRAINE! :(

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 14:15:10 GMT

WTF?

I've been sleeping for... holy crapshait... 12 hours?!

Whoa...

I had this wicked migraine from hell. It was sooooo aweful. :(

Jenn!!! I totally forgot about calling. :( I'll make it up to you. Promise; forgiveness?

It's so weird, my vision was blacking out and stuff... it was just really REALLY fucked up.

My mom used to say, "I can oly see half of my vision." Now I know what she meant. I couldn't focus on shit. It's really really messed.

Well, maybe that's how Mr. Jamie's body says, "Go to hell bastard. Go sleep or I will shut. you. down."

Either way, 12 hours was good - well deserved - sleepin' indeed. :)

Party time!

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 18:17:03 GMT

So holy crap!

Last night, we had a biggggg fucking party. Man, it was SUPER fun.

I'm gonna see if I can post some pics by days end.

For those of you who didn't come: :(. For all others who weren't invited or couldn't make it due to geographical location: :(.

In short, lots of alcohol, a hookah with strawberry tobacco and LOTS of weed.

Man, it was REALLY blasting here all night, loud music and all, lots of ppl.

As my bro Randy said, "Success!"

I am sad now...

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 16:20:37 GMT

Well, Puerto Plata is a bust.

Vero just wrote and her boss (who was giving company discounts) said she can't go for some x or x reasons. This means, I am not going.

This saddens me. :(

I was really looking forward to it too.

Puerto who? :D

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 02:16:15 GMT

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I'm going to Puerto Plata!

Mwahahaha!

1 week in the sun for moi!

Guess how much? 599$ taxes in! :D (Pssst, Canadian Dollars!!)

That means, since Nik and Vero are pitching in 50$ each, 499$!
So, 499$ gives me an all inclusive trip down south for 6 - count em - 6 days!

For those of you wishing to view where I will be heading:

http://www.gotraveldirect.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewAccommDetailsByDestination&dCode=4-19&aID=233&fromPackages=yes&productID=1085&gID=OTT

Sorry for posting the URL, I don't have a graphical editor anymore, only Charm, a Linux client. :)

Best part about this trip, I leave on December 5th and come back on - get this - the 11th! I come back ON my b-day, before 9pm!

What does that mean? PARTY TIME! Yep, gonna be a party after 9pm, when I get home! So, I gotta plan a party for the 11th on top of a trip?

Guess who's fucking RADIATING with joy? Yep, moi. :D

So, am I pure?

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 00:07:02 GMT

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is...
Category	Your Score	Average
Self-Lovin'	58.3% Explored the pleasures of the flesh	65.1%
Shamelessness	83.3% Has yet to see self in mirror	79.3%
Sex Drive	76.3% The Pope is envious	77.7%
Straightness	23.2% Knows the other body type like a map	44.7%
Gayness	100%	83.7%
Fucking Sick	95.6% Refreshingly normal	90%
You are 72.63% pure Average Score: 72.7%
Take The Ultimate Purity Test and see how you match up!

-=-=-

Hahahaha!

Canadian Courts... wtf?!

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 23:39:58 GMT

The court called. I had a date of December 8th for my hearing...

It's been 'postponed' until March 3rd?!

Reminder: I got this ticket in... July???

July, August, September, October, November, December, January, March... that's like... 8 months later?!

WTF is going on here?!

Crush, not the drink dumbass. :P

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 21:53:42 GMT

So, I'm crushing on Jenn...

I don't pick them, they just happen. Jenn is an amazing person too, so, I can't really complain... though, she's like 23423423523 miles away... yeah,
I said miles.

:)

I guess I can't really do anything about it, so I'll have to get over it.

Jenn? I don't wanna get over it, you know that, don't you? :P

Wows.

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 04:52:59 GMT

The More Loving One
W. H. Auden

Looking up at the stars, I know quite well
That, for all they care, I can go to hell,
But on earth indifference is the least
We have to dread from man or beast.

How should we like it were stars to burn
With a passion for us we could not return?
If equal affection cannot be,
Let the more loving one be me.

Admirer as I think I am
Of stars that do not give a damn,
I cannot, now I see them, say
I missed one terribly all day.

Were all stars to disappear or die,
I should learn to look at an empty sky
And feel its total dark sublime,
Though this might take me a little time.

Fun!

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 01:38:28 GMT

A - age: 22
B - band listening to right now: Awww gawd... Peter, Paul and Mary.
C - crush: none.
D - Dad's name: Moe
E - easiest person to talk to: Veronique
F - favorite band at the moment: Pink Floyd
G - gummy bears or gummy worms: Gummy worms all the way.
H - hometown : Aylmer, Quebec, Canada
I - instruments: Saxaphone, Mandolin.
K - kids: Fuck no!
L - longest car ride ever: That night I was drunk with the video store staff, man... those fucking lines on the street... ugh!
M - Mom's name: Linda
N - number of siblings: 2
O - one wish: To be invisible.
P - phobia[s]: spiders
Q - favorite quote: "You better take care of me Lord, if you don't you're gonna have me on your hands." -Raoul Duke
R - reason to smile: I have, uhhh, job stability? ... god I'm pathetic.
S - song you sang last: Chocolate Salty Balls by South Park's one and only, Chef! :)
T - time you wake up: 08:30H
U - unknown fact about me: I used to believe I could control the wind. Swear ta god! :P
V - vegetable you hate: Raw onion.
W - worst habit(s) you've had: Biting my finger nails.
X - x-rays you've had: finger(s), toe.
Y - yummy food: Black pepper and Lime Miss Vickies. :D
Z - zodiac sign: Saggittarius

Regarding our users:

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 17:22:06 GMT

No matter how much water you put on a fence post; it will never be a tree.

Have you ever had one of those days...

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 14:28:12 GMT

Where your job really, really, reallllly sucks the big one?

This is one of those days.

So here I am...

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 16:55:55 GMT

So it's done.

I've installed LINUX on my machine rather than windows. I'm happy of this.

Now, to get a good dynDNS service that will allow me to SSH to myself all the time. This is practical.

twiin do you know of any?

-=-=-

On other notes, my dad is here! YAY!

-=-=-

Jenn and Vicky, I miss you both!

<3 <3 <3

If I ever have another cat...

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 16:55:38 GMT

I will name it, Memsors. (pronounced: mem-zorz) :D

Just so I can call him Mems. :P

Some days...

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 16:15:32 GMT

Conversation is nearly impossible.